The Gift

I think all of us through our lives are always searching to find.. to feel..to need.. that certain peace of mind body and soul. To release our fears we all hold deep inside..all my life i have had all of these and have over come many but some have always stayed tucked away deep within. I think we all have this uneasy feeling that we just can't pin point but it's there.Over the past few years i have lost loved ones..  the heartache and sorrow has made me look inside and go through each path that i have chosen through all the years of my life and the one thing that keeps comming back to me is that uneasy feeling within..I know now.. it's truely feeling the peace that comforts the mind body and soul.The recent loss of my loving.. caring.. always giving.. brother in-law Artie.. his last breathe.. he had given me the most precious gift ...Peace within.. and all my fears have seem to have faded to black
and now this beautiful ray of light shines ..I will hold this gift close to my heart for the rest of my days ..R.I.P. i will miss you